Saturday, February 06, 2010

this week

sometimes the road isn't paved. it's more of a logging road, labeled only with numbers, with ruts you're not sure your jeep's differential will clear. it's been raining. a lot. when you turn it's more like swirving, slurring and sliding.
there's no one else out there but squirrels and sleeping owls. you don't have a come-along or winch anyway. oh, and your tires are bald. illegal, even.
okay God, I know you have me out here for some reason. but i think right now i'm tired of this challenge. i could use some help (read encouragement). cause the trees are tall, the road is rough, the needle's on empty, it's dark, the rain won't let up, and i can't see for all the things You're trying to show me.
so he cracks the clouds and shows you some sun. warm sun that somehow energizes you for the next click or so of challenges. the sigh of relief is audible.
the exact grace you needed for that moment. there in that ray of sun: sometimes it's a sister, a truth from His word, a mom, sometimes it's the lady from raley's, sometimes it's an armenian.


Behold, the LORD'S hand is not so short

That it cannot save;
Nor is His ear so dull
That it cannot hear.
Isaiah 59:1

1 comment:

Mrs. Roehl said...

The testing process is never easy & often so foggy that you can't see the target.That's where the faith comes in...the keeping on when you want to quit...the re-sighting of your scope so that it focuses on the haves, not the have-nots.It's all about the giving up, giving over; but never the giving up. Adjustments have to be made-lower the barrel, raise it a bit more, or keep it steady. We have One who always hears, sees & directs.Look away;check the scope again.Enough said for now.